Wednesday, August 16, 2006
A Sad Day...
Today is a sad day because it's my last day of summer vacation. I officially go back to work tomorrow. In years past, I have always looked forward to going back to teaching. A new school year, a new class, a refreshed body and mind...
Not this time.
Don't get me wrong. I have enjoyed my summer and feel quite refreshed. It's just that today is my last day to be home with my baby girl, Ella Ruby. Right now, she's napping - otherwise, I'd be holding her (probably with tears in my eyes). I've held her much of the day, so far. I've told her over and over again how much I love her and how much I'm going to miss her tomorrow. I wish I could stay at home, but it's just not possible. It hurts my heart.
PS - I know she will be in good hands while I am at work. Maw Maw Billie (Kevin's mom) retired in July and will keep her for us. Ella will surely be spoiled. Like my grandmother told me once - a spoiled child is a loved child. I won't have to worry about her. But I'm still sad...
2 Comments:
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had this to say:
Trust me. I was in shoes back in January. My baby boy was only 8 weeks old when I had to go back to work. I cried for the whole first week back and then I had to temporarily go on Zoloft to cope. I truly feel for you.
- 12:01 PM
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MzAriez had this to say:
Best wishes to you. I go back tomorrow too. I'm excited, but I still can't figure3 out how to tame my summer hair. Try to smile and enjoy your day.
- 11:30 PM
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